SAMAKA USA PA

got new WORK.

♥ en i guess this is what i wanted. (hopefully). ill be teaching college at usep obrero (pabor pabor aii, haha!) for MWF 6.oo-7.oopm. isn't it amazing? haha ☺

uyab uyab tirada

♥ hmmm, what else? well, before the world knew that we had a relationship, it already ended. nah! whathisname? weeeh. breakupz are for looserz. well, i guess i am.

livin it up

♥ single and available. that's what i am. im born with it. gotta live by it ♫

FiRST COME FiRST SERVE

nah. please don't mind the title. i just had so many realizations and events happening after september 29. and why so i hadn't written any post after that day? TAMAD strikez again.

topic 1:

well, i miss my college life. i miss my classmatez and my fave teacher. i miss the timez when we're so exited about LUNCH BREAK, not because we want to eat, but because of the so-called "CHiKiCHA and TONG'iTZ"..... i remember we even hurriedly ate our lunch just to play cards. haiiz.

the lines...sigh. miss it!.

"galaw galaw para di ma stroke"
"pildi puli ha?"
"oii wa qoi john lloyd dah"
"paksiw na, wa kay balay"
"akoy sunod puli ha?"
"oh baychinkohaii"
"tago kay naay tao"

topic 2:
miss my students @ HCM. haiiz mga anak. miss u. bow!

topic 3:
just got had a new interest. he's a boii anyway. that's it. i just like him. period.

MUCH HAS BEEN SAiiD

my minds sucks. it has something to do with the blue coated pill. nah. something wasn't right. I've been carrying this excess baggage for almost 11 years and still don't have any idea how to get it out and put it in their very rightful places.

like huh?! always get shocked. pootek. i hate myself (not everyday). it's just i hate me when i'm craving for more. i hate me, seeing wearing those shit full wearables. geeee. when will this end?

i need inspiration please. inspire me.

welcome bb pia

it's bb pia's christening.

weeeh!. ninang ako.
i met padz kuya louie, fritz, carlo en ehem jc. haha


after our lunch @ kibuwi, proceed to momee em'z crib at el rio.
then drinking session na. from 1pm upto 10pm. haiiz!.


to em-em en maki:
congratz en eiinx for the treat. haha!.
ma good ninang lageh ko,
basta kay kamu na bahala nako kay padz ah?.. wooh!.

to bb pia: lab u nak. mwuah!. dili sa mag lake lake ah? haha.

o8.o8.o8

this was supposed to be made last 8.8.8
unsaon ta man hubog man. weeh!.

after 48 years gayud nga wa mi nagkita ni jeanlie adovas ,
xa wakas!. drunk @ trickz bar... swerte eu kay re opening. aylabeet. libre fudz weeh =)

hmmm... done wid doz beerz en boiiz. uli 3am. haiiz =)

miss u dhing. puhon na pud aw'ryt =)

Mapangahas si MANGAHAS

:)

yeah..
that's all i ever could do everytime he enters the gym.
haiiiz.. what's his name?
ataii. haha. plip jud qo dah..

wooh!, nagtapad jud mi ganina sa cardio, haha.
nalipay nako :)

see you tom, mangahas

WORKiNG THiNGZ OUT

first day of working things out.
well, i had a great time

• with all the evaluation,

• meeting chris,

• the 2hours sweating session,

• the bath

• and hell yeah the blower.

...kaya lageh ni =)
goodluck biangz

best weekend

july 12.2oo8

after 1 month en two days two be exact, again SSC & NAB made out another gig for d G side. wholatta fun. but then, i had a 6o-4o happee experiences. wooh! as expected, i saw him again. ughh! drifting away baby. haiiz..

july 13.2oo8

2am out of nautica bar but instead hang out wid my studentz before. wooh!!. 5.oo am went home.
5.3o, 3o minutes of ride, papa juz welcome me wid a smile "naku, sayu jud ka naka uli, sayu sa buntag"... waah,. iloveit =)

6.oo am, again 3o minutes of sleep, dressed up en ride again d car. going to d beach baby. tiiiippzzzzzyyyy much. but then, beach is d only cure dat time aside from too much intake of food,. haha.

ah.lab.my.weekend.xo.much.

Fuck The Code - WANTED

...bad title

yeah wadeber.. its one of the lines in the movie...
hell yeah! i do love the movie. the twist, the actionz, the humor en oohh boii, the cast..
wooh xo hot..

well, enuf of it.. nyt everyone =)

How To Make A Love Song

The 1st part of this song, I guess
Should start with something sweet
Cause lovesongs often do ,and you know
Me, i'm such a geek
For songs that I can sing to you
And I'm hoping this could be one
And I hope that you would like
Me...este...like it when i'm done

The 2nd part is easy to mess up with
Somethng cheesy
So I better choose my words cause I
Don't want it to be mushy...
Coz' that's the thing with lovesongs
And that's the tricky part
It's hard not to sound corny when you're
Singing from the heart

And when the chorus comes, I must come up
With something clever
Cuz For you it's just a lovesong but for me
It's now or never!
And though I tried my best to make it
Beautiful and true
I Could Never Make A Song As

Beautiful As You...

...well, i wonder how this song is made up?.. ughhh!.. matagal na ba etong kantang to??.. haiiz., juz love it (second to one and only you)..

Pretty Scared

im pretty en a lil bit scared

...i dunno what to write., its juz my conscience ask me to., well, not bad twaz june since my last entry hir. wotz new?! ...yeah,. twaz fun. chasing with emotions. drifting away from someone! wooh,. i lurv it en im hapi with the outcome. i dunno why i had that title "pretty scared" nywez, it juz pop into my mind,. haha! plip. ...still, no job! haha., well, enuf of me., ughhh., bored!

CROSSiNG THE "friend zone"

You've had feelings for your friend for a while and you're worried about crossing the line and ruining the friendship. That's not really true, of course, but that's what you keep telling yourself so you can justify not putting yourself on the line and risking rejection.

Sure -- it's possible to love a friend of the opposite sex without picturing him or her in bed. Having feelings for your friend doesn't necessarily prove Harry's theory in "When Harry Met Sally" who famously declared that "No man can be friends with a woman that he finds attractive. He always wants to have sex with her."

There are exceptions to Harry's rule, but one thing is certain -- being seen as just a friend by all the people you want to date can be frustrating. So here are a few ways to prevent being stuck in (cue scary music): 'The Friend Zone':

1. Do Flirt

It's okay if romance is on your brain when you greet your friend. In fact, it can fuel the chemistry. It's good for your friend to catch you subtly checking him or her out. As long as you're not drooling or gawking, it can be sexy. You want your friend to think he or she imagined the look. Light touching and sincere and specific compliments are great for flirting, too.

2. Don't Be the Problem Solver

Are you on speed dial every time your friend needs something fixed or wants to process a bad relationship? It's nice to help your friend occasionally, but make sure you're not the one he or she associates with problems.

If you do come over to help, mention that you're happy to assist for an hour but have plans after that. Better to remain a little mysterious and have your friend wondering who else is getting your attention.

3. Have Fun

Create unique memories. You're aware of your friend's passions, so initiate fun and interesting activities that you know your friend will enjoy but isn't doing with others.

And -- if someone has dumped you, confide in a friend you don't have feelings for! Remember to keep an upbeat attitude and stay confident -- those are two of the most attractive qualities cited by singles when looking for a mate.

Of course, not every friendship ends with a romantic happy ending and you may have to be prepared that your crush just wants to stay your friend. You'll have to decide if that's enough for you.

from: What's the best way to let someone know you like them more than a friend? Andrea Syrtash gets answers from daters

so CLOSE, yet so FAR

June 5, 2oo8, from 8pm till 6am

—I wuz juz beside him

Ja kno what’s holding me not to have a relationship with him? It’s the thought of loosing the so called "friendship" which has been formed for almost 9years.. Haiiiz… *lab nako xa, *lab pud daw ko niya., lab lab nalang mi ani,. Haha!!

“sa heart jud center,wow! Hehe.bitaw tinuod kaau na. d na atik byang. Hmpf.mwah”

-lablayp

…lange-a oii. .

HE’S BAD… dutz why he meanz to me

*lab – lab gud na feeling nimu lab, pero dili dei,. Ing-ana gud

ONE EN ONLY YOU

oNe & oNLY You!

It took one look

And forever laid out in front of me

One smile and I died

But I do need to be revived by you

There i was

Thought i had everything figured out

Just goes to show just how much i know

'bout the way life plays out...

I take one step away

When i find myself coming back to you

My one and only, one and only you...ooh...

Now i know

That i know not a thing at all

Except the fact that i am yours

And that you are mine

They told me that it wouldn't be easy

And i know

That i am not the one to complain...

...this song was like an eye and heart opener for me.
that yes, i can never be happy alone.
i mean, it doesn't basically mean i have to be
with someone ( relationship wise )
but i need people to accompany me to be happy.
that's basically it. and also, time will come
that i will also need love.
a kind of love that comes from someone
whom i basically wanna spend the
rest of my life with. im not rushing into it.
i know, it will come. i just know. =)
i pray that God will give me the best gift ever.
whoever he may be.
he'll probably give me the best,
that's why he makes me taste the worst of the worst.
haha. =) seriously now, i wanna be contented soon.
i am broken.
each and everytime i have relationships,
its like, i leave a part of my soul to them.
i basically had five boyfriends,
meaning, i gave 5 parts of my whole
that now makes me broken.

i hope i can find someone who can
fill in the blank space in my heart.

whoever he may be, i love you.