iT FEELS GOOD TO WRiTE

"He’s unavailable. And he’s a cheater! He’s nothing but a lifetime of unkept promises and heartache and oh, did I mention he’s a CHEATING PIECE OF CRAP. Tell me again why you want that, when you could have a man’s full attention, love, and heart?"

So here I wait--for my UNmarried man. I take it day by day and I need to work on the sadness I feel. While it feels as if I’m in mourning, there are no real tears right now. I sit back and observe that in shock. No tears? But there is a sense of a hollow heart, a bottomless pit in my stomach that is not going away. I'm beginning to love him. but I also love myself enough to finally let him go. While I intend for him to take action, I also know that I have no control over those results. So I wait.

I'm worthy of someone
... someone available.

WiSHLiST

♫ tweety clock
♫ tweety hotdog
♫ total sauna
♫ P1i / e61 / e71- ERASE
♫ new pantz
♫ radio player (for my room)
♫ blouse
♫ cp for sun (ordinary one)
♫ lingerie
♫ contax
♫ vs vanilla lace
♫ check-upz - DONE
♫ goodliness
♫ digicam sm
♫ havz (3)
♫ soap beauty box
♫ umbrella
♫ shoes parisian sm
♫

...that's all folkz [[:

nalilito nahihilo

gusto kong magsulat ng hindi ko alam.

sabog ba ako? o mas sabog siya?

...bow!

OLDiEZ THOUGHTS

written: JULY 31, 2009
posted: August 11, 2009 (ooopz. tamad strikes again.)

it's my "mylabz" birthday. weew, but no party tonight for us. haha. She'll (yes babe, she's a she) be celebrating her 23rd inhaling-and-exhaling-on-earth with her family. but we had this kinda plan for tomorrow. We'll see.

Anyways, carlo en I broke up. Haha (are we on a relationship pala? Akalain mo) lmao. But then, that's not the issue, the thing is we're still exchanging messages as "musta?" thingy and it's odd. See? We had 3 break ups. 1st was year 2004, 2nd year 2007 and 3rd year 2009. And after those 1st and 2nd breakups, we don't ussually have these scenarios. Nevertheless it's not really a BIG issue for me, I was just, uggghhh. I was... I dunno. Ka-artihan lang talaga umaatake.

MARLON LEGANADA - oooh that boi with thick hair, chinito eyes, slender figure and not-so-good 5th grader attitude. haha. Yes. He was a friend way back 1998. And we met up again for almost 10 years. Thanks Facebook. I missed him. A lot had been changed. So much. ANd he's actually exited on reading my silly judgement on our ex schoolmates. haha. And i've been much exited on reading his whereabouts now.

paita

ybiangz took the whats the first letter of the person you'll fall in love with? quiz and the result is C

The one your looking for starts with a C!

They may be an asshole but they're your asshole.