PERFECTLY iMPERFECT

realizationz:

"i admit, things were basically on its
proper timing.
but then, i screw it. oh lord, so sorry"

*where would i start?. year o8 has ended, leaving me memories which helps me to grow (vertical, horizontal), stupiid. i thank you for all who've been a part of my o8 dayz [: and for the fvcking boiiz who in one way or another let me feel so insecure, i curse all of you. haha.

*next, o9 now. i still can remember when i asked the above (Lord) not to (atleast not now) give me the perfectly imperfect unknown man for me unless He knows im ready for the next big thing. and ow yeah, the above is so great... "gihatagan lang naman ko niya ug MGA temptation in which i failed to resist"... tsk!.

*and that's my weakness (aside from black chocolates). damn boiiz. when will i gain that? or i was just so hurriedly and uncontrollable to look for someone who would caress my inner longingness. :[ so pathetic. pootek.

*it's been two years (may 07) since i had my officially called "boyfriend". and im afraid that i can't find any more man who would let me feel those holding-handz, kissing-momentz, texting-with-iloveu's and specially the picture-takingz. ooh i miss that. *but then...

"there are things in life that are just not worth rushing,
especially something you wish to last forever"... amen!

acknowledgment...

*friends: always, been part of me. we may out of sight always, but then, memories we had beggining in elementary and highschool were one of the cherished moments i had. iloveuall. till next partee [:

*for my wonderz: who always supports and understand without further question, iloveuxomuch. u knew me well, to accept me enough. mwa.

*for my family: i love you all [:

*for my lord: im sorry. i thank you for those things. for them. for all. im trying my lord, you knew that and i love you.

*to the perfectly imperfect unknown man: ill wait for you. see you when i see you and...

iLOVEYOU

WB ybiangz

IM NOT THE MOOD... wtf.

musulat qo unya. unya na. kapoie.
i miss here. i miss me. waah!

SAMAKA USA PA

got new WORK.

♥ en i guess this is what i wanted. (hopefully). ill be teaching college at usep obrero (pabor pabor aii, haha!) for MWF 6.oo-7.oopm. isn't it amazing? haha ☺

uyab uyab tirada

♥ hmmm, what else? well, before the world knew that we had a relationship, it already ended. nah! whathisname? weeeh. breakupz are for looserz. well, i guess i am.

livin it up

♥ single and available. that's what i am. im born with it. gotta live by it ♫

FiRST COME FiRST SERVE

nah. please don't mind the title. i just had so many realizations and events happening after september 29. and why so i hadn't written any post after that day? TAMAD strikez again.

topic 1:

well, i miss my college life. i miss my classmatez and my fave teacher. i miss the timez when we're so exited about LUNCH BREAK, not because we want to eat, but because of the so-called "CHiKiCHA and TONG'iTZ"..... i remember we even hurriedly ate our lunch just to play cards. haiiz.

the lines...sigh. miss it!.

"galaw galaw para di ma stroke"
"pildi puli ha?"
"oii wa qoi john lloyd dah"
"paksiw na, wa kay balay"
"akoy sunod puli ha?"
"oh baychinkohaii"
"tago kay naay tao"

topic 2:
miss my students @ HCM. haiiz mga anak. miss u. bow!

topic 3:
just got had a new interest. he's a boii anyway. that's it. i just like him. period.

MUCH HAS BEEN SAiiD

my minds sucks. it has something to do with the blue coated pill. nah. something wasn't right. I've been carrying this excess baggage for almost 11 years and still don't have any idea how to get it out and put it in their very rightful places.

like huh?! always get shocked. pootek. i hate myself (not everyday). it's just i hate me when i'm craving for more. i hate me, seeing wearing those shit full wearables. geeee. when will this end?

i need inspiration please. inspire me.

welcome bb pia

it's bb pia's christening.

weeeh!. ninang ako.
i met padz kuya louie, fritz, carlo en ehem jc. haha


after our lunch @ kibuwi, proceed to momee em'z crib at el rio.
then drinking session na. from 1pm upto 10pm. haiiz!.


to em-em en maki:
congratz en eiinx for the treat. haha!.
ma good ninang lageh ko,
basta kay kamu na bahala nako kay padz ah?.. wooh!.

to bb pia: lab u nak. mwuah!. dili sa mag lake lake ah? haha.

o8.o8.o8

this was supposed to be made last 8.8.8
unsaon ta man hubog man. weeh!.

after 48 years gayud nga wa mi nagkita ni jeanlie adovas ,
xa wakas!. drunk @ trickz bar... swerte eu kay re opening. aylabeet. libre fudz weeh =)

hmmm... done wid doz beerz en boiiz. uli 3am. haiiz =)

miss u dhing. puhon na pud aw'ryt =)