iTS COMPLiCATED

after 2 years 7 months en a couple of days, he's back again in the long run... Back again in my life. maybe he's the best description of "TECHNiCALLY HE'S NOT MiNE" thinggy.

silly but then i'm a lil bit affected because if it was that much, well, if it was a strong urge of non-recovery and not-over-you scenario, then maybe i'm crying right now.

Oh well, it's a sort of getting emotional minus the tears. hehe. now that's a "smile".

and what's the worst than this? I could see Him, only Him, even when i'm all alone here.

my bad.

"He was mine but never really.
I never really had Him.
So i never really lost Him.

I guess this is how we'll always be.
I had Him
He had me
But then again,
There's no
US...

really."